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Tuesday, April 15, 2003

9:56AM - I guess this kinda makes sense


You are so hot right now, but you don't know it
because you are really friggin messed up. You
have just consumed a nice little mixture of
acid and ecstacy, and now it looks like the
walls are melting! With your extremely gigantic
pants and your extra large slipknot shirt, it
is no wonder you are the Dance Dance Revolution
champion of your school. If it weren't for the
pacifer in your mouth and the glowsticks around
your neck I would think you were Asian. With
your extreme, anti-god attitude, and your
techno D.J. skills you have become the envy of
the pop goth kids, the rockers, and the

What is your anti-conformist personality?
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Saturday, April 12, 2003


Jena Malone is cute...
Not at Cute as the nitorios N.B.
maybe i am just "sprung"
what ever the hell that means


''A famous linguist once said that out of all the combinations of words in the English language, of everything ever spoken throughout history "Cellar Door" was the most beautiful. ''
-Donnie Darko

"Most English-speaking people...will admit that cellar door is 'beautiful', especially if dissociated from its sense (and from its spelling). More beautiful than, say, sky, and far more beautiful than beautiful. Well then, in Welsh for me cellar doors are extraordinarily frequent, and moving to the higher dimension, the words in which there is pleasure in the contemplation of the association of form and sense are abundant." He then lists concrete examples like Welsh wybren being "more pleasing" than English sky.
-J.R.R Tolkien

Infact a Linguist named H.L. Mencken once said that to a young asian man learning english , with out knowing what the combination of word ment said that " Cellar Door" was the most pleasing to look and and even say.

More research should be done on were this idea origanated...but i am way to fucking lazy.. now that i think of it Fucking Lazy is almost as pretty as Cellar Door...

Saturday, March 29, 2003


Ray beat my monkey :*(


Sir Eel
is a
Purple People-Eating Flying Monkey

...with a Battle Rating of 8.4

To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can
defeat Sir Eel, enter your name:


Sir Eel
Popa Sickle

Eh just a couple more play on words till i figure out a DJ.Firedancer name.. I just gotta have one by the next BM party i perform at not rushing.. BTW..My journal is going mostly friends only

Tuesday, March 11, 2003



Sunday, March 2, 2003


Republican - You believe that the free market will
take care of most things, but that the
government should be there with moderate
taxation to provide for national defense and
enforcing morality. Your historical role model
is Ronald Reagan.

Which political sterotype are you?
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Saturday, March 1, 2003


90% - 100% (LEVIATHAN.)


Take the DeathKiddy Test!


The movies and novels life is so much better then real life : (
I love the idea of love in the movies, it seems so endless and care free and nothing could ever break that bond.. But in real life, love has to be worked at, not so , free, i guess the word says.
The movies and novels version of life is so much better then the real thing.
I am watching moulin Rouge for the first time, and i am to the "Like A Virgin" song.. and i have wish i could live in a story world like that, the Drama is so gripping and the ending were true love finally connects.
Love at first sight is a romantic idea, and i wish i could fall into that kind of situiaton.. that would make the whole meeting people and dealing with that banja so much easier...None the less back to the movie... I think i will give it 2 out of 4 stars...I don;t like it .. but i must see how it ends : (

Sunday, February 16, 2003


I think i have auto insuracne with 2 differant companies.. this will must be fixed shortly

Feb.14th , doomsday... My friend got her flowers, and she ended up being my Valentine : ) that was nice, unfortunatly I had hoped to meet up with megan at a party but , things kinda went un according to plan. None the less i hope she had fun. I ended up having a good time, i went to a party with my friend nicole and we had a great time.

Feb.15th I went to a rave with Chris, and we ended up running into Cassandra, and i hung out and hit on her all night long.. it was kinda fun considering she was a cheerleader at my old high school. and then there is long hair goofy me : ) it was great.

Feb.16th I am tired tired tired tired tired.. and weekend of parties, but i think it is about time for me to stay away fro the rest of the day since i gotta goto work tomarrow.
I feel kinda empty , I mean i was thinking about it , in every girl that i flirt and joke around with , it is not in my mind to get in her pants ( well i mean you know a little bit, but not only that) I have this sick desire to find someone who i can love, and have a nice long plesent relationship with , someone i can grow through the rest of my 20's with , maybe my 30's and so on till one of us die, then the other shortly dies after of a broken heart.. or something along those lines.. that is what i really want. I don't want to fuck around, i want the relationship. And everytime i find a girl who i think would be fitting , either they are not in to me, or they are not interested in that kind of relationship, or They are, but they do not think they are ready for that at the time. I have felt really empty like i just wanna curl up and die at night because of how lonely it is . It is not that i have a problem being alone, i really don't , i don't need to be with people 24/7 , but i do want that connection that will last, and i am down to start slow, dating, talking on the phone, seeing eachother once a weekish , and eventually makeing steps forward. ugh, i am gonna go eat now.

Saturday, February 8, 2003

11:33AM - The end

This is the end, beautiful friend
This is the end, my only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need
Of some stranger's hand
In a desperate land

Lost in a Roman wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain

There's danger on the edge of town
Ride the king's highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake
Ride the snake, to the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long seven miles
Ride the snake
He is old and his skin is cold

The West is the best
The West is the best
Get here and we'll do the rest
The blue bus is calling us
The blue bus is calling us
Driver, where you taking us

The killer awoke before dawn
He put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went to into the room where his sister lived
And then he paid a visit to his brother
And then he, he walked on down the hall
And he came to a door, and he looked inside
Father?-Yes, son?-I want to kill you,
Mother, I want to...

Come on, baby, take a chance with us
Come on, baby, take a chance with us
Come on, baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Still now
Blue bus
Oh now
Blue bus
Still now
Uuh yeah

This is the end, beautiful friend
This is the end, my only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of night we tried to die
This is the end


I haven't updated my journal as of late , and for a good fucking reason, One of my friends who i hold near and dear to me has been pissing me off to all hell , one she keeps doing things she had always been to intellegent to do , and she just can't seem to keep her legs closed, Also on top of that she is fucking with all kinds of people hearts and heads , and i am just pissed to all hell.
Then there is this other chick at work ( just about all my friends are chicks) and she is driving me nuts to , she is in a great mood one day and the next i would rather have pineapples wrapped in sand paper shoved up my ass then deal with her.
Next another chick i know she just agrivates me i cannot tell if she is a lesbian or straight , if she is just a flirt , or if she really does dig me ahhhh i cannot ask her since i work with her.. that could get me fired
THEN there is the other chick in the city who was my love fo the desert.. i just am bitter about that i think
THEN there are...wait this isn't chicks or bad.. i went to FIRE dance practice and i have so much fun IT WAS GREAT , i tottally lost sight of all the things that bothered me and i was just there with the group , ( who are all great, i hope i don't piss them off in any way ) spinning and watching fire, i was happy . Hell i even figured out that reverse weave, i am sooooo pumped about that.. And my dad said he might go check out next weeks wich would be nice , he needs to get out of the house.
Today I am supposed to goto berely with mehgan , I hope that works out .. well i am off call me if you need me


Stevo, the guy with blue hair
Yippie! You're Stevo! You have pretty cool hair and
man! You're full of rage, but you learn a lot.

What character from SLC Punk are you?
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Thursday, February 6, 2003


Micheal Jackson gives me nightmares

Wednesday, February 5, 2003


Wow i have been danm lazy as of late
Ummm that is all

Sunday, February 2, 2003


Can't find ANYTHING TO DO , and i cannot even find music to settle my mood... Uge.. I need some crack

Thursday, January 30, 2003

10:15PM - The Search for a Name continues

Yes I am a capitalist, but i am a picky one , ha ha ha ha

xxxxxxxx: justin sounds too corn-fed whiteboy
Vartikk: No, but since i am gonna try to build a name for my self in the Fire Performance area, I need to have a name that is easy to remember and very recognizable, and if it is something more then just a name it kinda works out well : /
xxxxxxxx: Shea?
xxxxxxxx: im really into this thinking of a name thing
Vartikk: Ha
xxxxxxxx: if i could make a career out of it i would
xxxxxxxx: Ezra?
xxxxxxxx: Sri?
xxxxxxxx: Padriac?
Vartikk: Yeah , i am looking for something that kinda has some kind of gimmick abilities behind it too, as well as being able to design a buisness card , flyers, and a web site all around it.. IE some DJnames that are kinda what i am looking for are like Mars. Mystyre , Tracer , or like more popular fire dancers, Fire Pixe , Sintillation , Shimmer , sparky
xxxxxxxx: you can be irish and be called conor
xxxxxxxx: just die your hair dark brown
Vartikk: It seems kinda cheesy , but that is kinda they way selling your self as a performer goes
xxxxxxxx: right
xxxxxxxx: its all good
xxxxxxxx: so you need an alias
xxxxxxxx: what about...
Vartikk: Hell I would just go by Justin , but that is to common a name, and doesn't have much flair ability
xxxxxxxx: right
xxxxxxxx: birthday!
xxxxxxxx: birthday sounds nice
xxxxxxxx: its associated with parties
xxxxxxxx: and just crazy things
xxxxxxxx: id name my kid birthday
xxxxxxxx: or tundra
xxxxxxxx: something
Vartikk: Yeah, I will put that on the list, so far i got a couple , Birthday , Frost , Despair , Vartikk , FyreByte , Tundra is pretty good to.. those are just some that i have gotten from friends or E-mail
Vartikk: well accecpt Vartikk, but it just doesn't roll of the tounge well
xxxxxxxx: right
Vartikk: Despair souds way to goth.. but then again it is good since i may end up Spinning fire at goth clubs, but does not help with DJing as soon as i start that
xxxxxxxx: right
xxxxxxxx: you wouldnt want despair
xxxxxxxx: birthday is wholesome justin! take it goddamit!!
Vartikk: right, no matter what Ray says i am not goth
xxxxxxxx: hahahahahahah
xxxxxxxx: i mean dj birthday
Vartikk: Yeah it is, but the only downfall to that is , it will alienate me from the Goth Clubs a bit , which are very concerned with Image ( ugh they are so stupid)
xxxxxxxx: come on! everyone wants a birthday
xxxxxxxx: no it wouldnt
xxxxxxxx: birthdays are very goth
xxxxxxxx: i mean giving birth to babies
xxxxxxxx: how much more gruesome can you get
Vartikk: Ha
Vartikk: I will put that on my list : )
i Turn M3 0n: not to mention the "in exchange for your first-born" fairy-tale stories
Vartikk: I kinda like it from the DJ standpoint.. but from fire dancer i don't know how well it works
xxxxxxxx: well fine, but when you have kids dont you dare use that name
Vartikk: Damn it
xxxxxxxx: hey...ive got copyright protection on that shit
Vartikk: That would be a good name for a ska band... Birthday

Monday, January 27, 2003


desiremyillusion: haha i have no shit to say about you you aren't a shit to me
Vartikk: Ahhhh.. that's it .. its on

That was harsh... you big poopy face

Sunday, January 26, 2003

11:21AM - Drama Drama Drama

Alrighty , here is my night last night .. I went to the Stephen Raspa benifit party (if you really want more info on it e-mail me) So anyway while i was there i had a pretty good time.. but the music was kinda sucky , so anyway .. my story goes as such , i was wondering around with bernal meeting people , and he introduced me to this very lovely lady named shimmer ( for those who know her.. keep your lip zipped) so anyway , with my current phase and the strange patterns going on in my head.. she is an older proffessional ( automatic turn on{Vice principal of an elementry school or something like that}) she had dark hair ( drools) and she was full of energy ( Cheers). So Me being the tremdous flirt i am , i avoided her most of the night occasionaly stopping by to say hi and get information about the fire danceing practice for burning man tonight ( www.burningman.com ) yeah i am the mack.. so anyway while i was plotting and doing all this , Ester ( the girl i fell for in the desert ) showed up and she was quite blasted. and she was being very friendly.. So she ended up getting me to go talk to her by the water and we ended up kissing alot.. which was odd since i did like it , and it was something that i kinda hoped would sometime happen with her.. but she was drunk.. she told me all this shit that really fucked with my head, like how she dug me in the desert but she wanted to make sure we could be friends first, and then go into how we were friends now.. and then saying stuff like i love having you between my legs.. blah blah blah.. I am sure i could have gone home with her.. but me being the good guy i am , i knew she was drunk, and i knew i would kick my self in the ass later for that , I would like those things to happen.. but on my own terms ( ie she needs to be more sober) ...but on the upside of the situation she told me all kinds of shit that makes me think there may be an interest their... ugh i sound like such a girl sometimes... Oh well... life goes on

Current mood: discontent

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